Whats wrong with me 😢

Im engaged to the love of my life and cant seem to orgasm like he can when we make love to each other. Any tips ? Its like i cant relax.. it just feels so good and im scared to let whatever it is out when i feel like i gotta cum so usually i push him off and say i hafe to pee because i do and it bothers him that i dont just finish on him.. Please help me ladies i feel like shit not being able to do it.

Might I add he is a very blessed man downstairs💕he does everything perfectly and makes me feel so good. i have no issues getting wet like ever but need help ! Things i like is going hard on my clit and him being super deep but hes so gentle with my clit its hard to enjoy he has a toung ring aswell.