TTC #1 after 2 miscarriages

Hi ladies

Heres a little about my TTC baby #1.

So I got married to my high school sweetheart in April and I got pregnant right away, but unfortunately we lost the baby at 8 weeks, well baby was measuring 6 weeks.

Then we got pregnant again in august and 2 days after I found out we were expecting I lost that pregnancy too.

I can't even express how I feel. I feel hopeless, will we never hold a healthy bean in our hands?

My AF showed up today and I want to give it another go.

But this time I will let my body do everything on its own, no opk test, we're just gonna sex as soon as I come off lol.

Any got any advice for me?

I hope everyone a healthy and happy pregnancy