Hypothyroid

Hey name is Deziray I'm 23 years old and I've been with my husband for 9 years been ttc for 8 years and I'm so exhausted! I'm stressed to the max and depressed I'm questioning my faith. I got dignose back in 2013 and that was pretty much it, I don't have insurance so I never took my medicine and clearly the thyroid plays a big part in ttc😦 Yes people can sit here and say well your still young and blah blah I've been trying for 8 YEARS!!! and nada nothing. Thought about trying clomid ugh I just don't know what to do anymore 😢. Any advice for me?