Dying inside

Every Mother's Day post I see breaks my heart just a little more each time. I've miscarried 2 times in 6 months. 8w2d and 7w 1d. Ironic enough it was 11/4 and 4/11 which I realized today.  I've wanted to cry all day but trying to Channel my energy elsewhere. My husband didn't even try to talk to me about it. I couldn't even bring myself to call my mom. I sent a text and she asked me if I was ok. She was amazing and understanding. I'm sorry for everyone who has to go through this day with no baby. I would be 36 weeks tomorrow or 11 weeks today. And all I have is an empty womb and broken heart.