Feeling really deflated 😢

Rachel
So after 16 days of no period, no signs and no symptoms, and a handful of negative pregnancy tests.. Yesterday's dream of becoming a mum dissolved onto the tissue as I started spotting 
I thought for a milli second it might be implantation bleeding because I had a second positive OPK on the 26th of April.. But as the bleeding slowly developed throughout the day, I think it became apparent my luck was out
I thought I did everything right this time .. I removed any stresses, took prenatal vitamins (seven seas trying for a baby), ate healthy, dtd spontaneously AND during ovulation, did gentle exercise and just generally looked after myself .. *Sigh*