Feeling all the symptoms for 2 weeks and yet means nothing???

So depressing. We've been trying for 3 years. And each month it gets so tiring. Had my spotting of blood today and thought maybe it is my AF. Never see it coming because I felt I had all the symptoms and I still feel pregnant. Sometimes there's so much hope but I can't feel it in my hands. 😭😭😭 I am so emotional right now. 💔