Emotions, man, girls, relationships

Why man gotta be so damn difficult, i hate staring over again, i want to make things work between us two, i feel like i just go with the flow, he hates drama, he says he cares about me, deep down i know he does, its just me i let my emotions take over, he likes to play video games, a lot!! I dont mind it i just hate when he ignores me. I guess i just wanted to let this out, i have mo friends. How can i control my emotions, !