S.I.P Bell

I just lost one of my childhood and dearest bbf's yesterday do to extreme Stress, I Do Not Know how to feel, act, speak, think I feel so terrible that she is gone she leaves behind 5 children & her youngest are Twins & idk how do you tell 5 children that there Mommy is no longer with us how do you prepare them for this long Journey of Emptiness & Heartache, you can not the Void of losing a loved one is difficult enough but the lose of a Parent is the worst, I am trying so hard to keep myself from falling apart for my baby girl 32wks along & I just feel so empty knowing "Bell" is no longer with us .....

S.I.P angel, love & miss you dearly