When do I stop being scared????

Adelina
Morning ladies. So I'm 7 weeks along and beyond excited. My baby just turned 10 in March so I was a little shocked that I am pregnant again. I don't remember ever being this scared with him. I did start spotting at 5 weeks and my NP said it was normal but I'm still afraid every time. Am I going to lose my baby? Ugh does it ever get easier??? I want to enjoy being pregnant but can't wait to get over this scary hump.