I admittedly cheated on my boyfriend a few months back because I wasn't getting any help with my anxiety. He was constantly putting me down by mentally abusing me and even physically. So eventually I needed someone to talk to and long story short things happened. Now to the present I'm still with my boyfriend and we are apparently "trying" to sort things out. He wanted me to change. I'm changing. I've deleted Facebook snapchat and Instagram for him because he told me to. He checks my phone everyday yet I still get mentally and physical abuse from him. I tell him he acts just like his step dad who abused his mother and he hits me. I've since the first ever punch been to hospital for broken Cartlidge in my nose and cuts and bruises all over my arms and legs. His hands are constantly in pain where he punches me that hard and wished me dead and even is threatening to get someone to beat me up. What shall I do? I'm too close to falling off of the edge of a cliff to know what to do. 😢