Sharing my love story😊

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years. He's 27 and i'm 20.
For the first year it was so horrible!!! He cheated on me so many times but stupid me always make up after he did wrong. 
Last time, I got him and a girl in his appartment.  I lied to me, told me that he's going to his friend's birthday. Guess what?! I found his car around my area and i just drove straight to his place and he was home already. Tried to knock the door, and he didnt open till the end when he opened, he asked me to go. 
I pushed him and tried to go in. The girl is in the balcony and i waited in living room. At the end he called taxi and sent the girl home. 
Can u imagine?! He packed all my stuff that i left at his. So i took my stuff and just gone. He beg me to stay. But that was the last chance. I left..
The day after he called me and asked me to back with him. 
He actually cried and regret it. He does changed.. Until once i got pregnant and i could see how much he does love me and the baby. But saddly i had an abortion because i feel we are not ready for it. I'm still in university and he wasn't working properly.
We promissed each other to not do the same mistake and together forever no matter happen.
Now(after 5 months) he has a good job and i'm still studying as well. Still have about one year to go. 
Last couple days, we had talk about my period late. He expected me to be pregnant which i'm not. Cause i want to finish my study, my parents sent me to AU to study and i dont want to upset them. 
He seems ready to get married. Untill now i haven't got my period and i expect my period nowwww.. Which i dont want to get pregnant yet. 
I dont know what should i do if i found out I'm positive pregnant. 
He would love to keep the baby, and i'm kinda confused between keep the baby( for us) or second mistake which abotion (for parents and my study).
Any helps?? 💕

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