I'm 20. I just had my first baby 6 days ago. Well my post pregnancy stomach is disgusting. Filled with stretch marks and discolorations. It makes me so damn depressed to look in the mirror. It's jiggly and sags at the very bottom. My Mom tells me I look like I had more than 1 child. Or a cesarean.

My body before was a medium build some what on the smaller side of that. Flat stomach. Zero stretch marks and one solid complexion.

I don't feel like my body will never be desirable by me or anyone again. I literally would go get surgery if I had the money that's how insecure I am about it.

How do I make this better?

Waist trainers, creams, prayer, therapist?

Please leave some advice!

*Note: I took care of myself during pregnancy from day 1. Cocoa Shea butter, coconut oil. Excercise mildly. Eating appropriately. I stayed on a routine. Still got stretch marks. They appeared around my 8th month. I wanted to die. I thought I was on a roll:/

Lawd.