Just need to vent...

Ali • TTC #1!
Took a HPT on Sunday, BFN.  Not sure, but guessing that if I ovulated this month, it might have been around the 11-13th (basing that on CM).  Still no AF for over 8 weeks, now (last one was withdrawal from pill at the end of January).  Talked to Dr on Monday, he said to wait two weeks and if still no AF, take another HPT and call him regardless of the results.  I thought I could do that, but I'm getting frustrated again.  Thinking of testing tomorrow, but afraid of another BFN and no answers.  Especially since my guess is that I was 11-12ish DPO Sunday when I got the last BFN, giving a small chance of a false negative.  I just wish I knew what was going on with my body!