I've just started my period... Even though I told myself this cycle I won't get excited nor look out for signs I turn into a detective trying to decipher every cervical fluid and twinge.

I feel heart broken and fighting back my tears and though I feel angry and saying to myself I give up...

Deep down I know I will always try because as women who are having a hard time conceiving that's the only hope we have - one sweet day 😊

If you're in the same boat as me remember it's not your fault it'll happen when it's meant to happen.

For now I bid you ladies farewell and I shall go and indulge in junk food - the diet can take the night off.

See you ladies again when my fertile week starts.

(Smiles and wipes away the tears...)