Time to test

Glow tells me I can test now but I don't want to. I tested all this week and negative. My boobs arent soar at all but my sense of smell is hightened and I'm more tired and getting headaches. I don't want to think about this anymore. I'm so over it. I had a miscarraige back in January and this is my first month trying. Guess I shouldn't complain...many have been trying for months... I just want my baby... I'm so ready to be a mom.