I can't believe this is happening

Celina • Mom to soon to be 3 kiddos
I'm a mother to two girls ages 5&4 and both will have birthdays around my due date.... I'm so scared and idk why I've gone through this TWICE but I haven't held/care for an infant in 5 years 😱 I feel like I'll forget something or how to do something.... And 11 weeks is just around the corner if I make it until 40 weeks