Another BFN on team D'Angelo!

Why is it so hard to get pregnant?!? I'm over the trying, waiting, hoping, and then ultimately getting let down. I let anger and jealousy go a long time ago towards girls that don't even try and end up pregnant with 5 kids, but really it's my job as a woman to be able to have a child and I can't. Everyone says it's just not time and I've placed it in gods hands but it never makes seeing that single pink line easier.