Disheartened
This has been my first month actively tracking and trying to concieve and I have had myself so convinced that this is it!
Today is 12DPO and I was going to test this morning, I have been so excited counting down the day noticing more and more symptons indicating pregnancy, even DH was noticing things and feeling convinced.
About 5am this morning those undeniable AF cramps woke me up from my sleep and I knew I was out.
I am just so scared of what this conception journey is going to do to me and my relationship with DH. We both want to start our family so badly and I don't know that I am emotionally strong enough to deal with the disappointment; this is month one and I am already heartbroken.
All of the ladies out there battling on, fighting for that positive test every month, you are my inspiration!
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