No one to open up to. Rant

I don't know what I would do without the support from the glow community. I have no friends my age that are at the same point in life. They don't want to settle down and are still going out clubbing bar crawling and I'm home every night cooking dinner for me DH and my daughter and cleaning. I am deseperatly TTC #2 and going on 2 years. I have sever jealousy issues when someone I know gets a BFP. And everyone says oh stop thinking and it will happen. Well I can't and they don't get it  sorry for my rant