1ww now..anyone on the count down AF due 31st may

Just wondering if anyone is on the 1 week countdown now? Felt really tired and bit sick one day last week but that was only 3dpo. I'm now on the count down and apart from being bloated (I'm am daily anyway) and dull cramps last night I'm not sure I'm very positive. Not sure I can bear another disappointing month. It's like I'm wasting the weeks wanting it to be the next until I'm closer to know or closer to a BFP....anyone else feel the same? X