So anxious that I'm actually getting paranoid

AF isn't due until Monday. My breasts have felt weird for days. Last I was up every hour and a half to go to the bathroom. I think I may have ovulated a few days after what was said on Glow (DF and I made sure we BD to cover that!). We're leaving on Sunday to go spend the week with his family 9 hours away. I just wish I knew already. I'm so anxious about it, but have this horrible gut feeling I'll get AF again.