So this is my 4th pregnancy but my first child. My last pregnancy ended in a stillbirth after the hospital ignored my placenta abruption. I'm having trouble connecting to this baby boy the same way I connected to the others. I think I'm skeptical of this pregnancy. I don't think that I'm going to bring this baby home either. I'm 14w3d with another boy. Can I just bring home 1 baby that will be healthy?