Coping

So I found out Tuesday night that I had an ectopic pregnancy. They did the surgery Wednesday morning, but now I'm having a hard time dealing with the loss, even though I wasn't ready for kids. And now trying to move around is making it even harder trying to deal with this because this is now the second failed pregnancy I have had. I had a miscarriage a little over 3 years ago. Now I'm just scared that when I'm actually ready to have kids that something is going to go wrong...