Feeling drained

Im so tired between this weekend and everything that had happened with my husband so far and finding a lawyer for divorce and child support and custody and getting everything together so we don't lose our apartment its been a lot. See last week my husband decided to steal money from his boss. He told me about it cause I found moneybags. I took them to the police and turned him in. Since he had a bench warrant out for him they were going to pick him up that night. They did that and I had gone through his phone only to find drug dealers in his phone under his families names so I wouldn't get susspicous if I were to glance at his phone. This had happened time and time again I had given him plenty chances to change and he still hasn't he says he wants to when he gets out of jail but I can't seem to be with him as a wife anymore. It does kill me to have seen him how he was before drugs and just deteriorate over time and lie to me about everything and to have the boys go through it too I just can't put my family in that position again. I feel like I will be okay being a divorced mom but all these wonderful pregnancy hormones make me want to give him one more chance when I see he has everything in order and I know he is truly done with that lifestyle. Its just a lot right now and hard. Sorry for the long paragraph but whomever reads this thank you for atleast reading it.