Ugh vent

My little sister is pregnant with her second child and I haven't even had one yet but I've wanted one forever now. It just sucks I'm beyond happy for her and I'm Gona support her through it all and one day when I do have a baby she can help me and our kids will be friends XP I guess I was hoping I'd have one before she even has a second but I love her so it is what it is.