Ugh..

Ok so I'm cd 27 and 11 dpo I have been in a depressed funk today I really want a baby and I never though it was possible because I never had a menstrual cycle on my own let alone ovulate my gyno automatically put me on provera for two months and this months it was provera and 100mg of clomid first round and I actually ovulated so that's a plus!!! But it's been over a year of trying and nothing and I'm suppose to test on the 2nd and the 8th according to my gyno but glow say af is due the second which I know it won't be there until I take the provera I just don't know what to do to get out of this funk!!!!