Miserable. Husband just not on same page.

I thought this month would be the month. I did extra stuff, mucinex, charted diligently...finally got a positive opk and cannot get my husband to bd. I say it flat out, joke about it, touch on him. But nothing. So bye bye little egg.    I cried. I want to cry more but it's like I'm just numb. My husband doesn't want me and it kills.