Anxious 😦

I'm super anxious today. I'm 9w6d and have my next appointment on Monday at 10w4d. The waiting is killing me. My last scan was at 6w3d and baby looked good with a HB of 125. Now I just want to know LO is still in there growing.

I've had some brownish spotting today which is only adding to the anxiety. I'm on progesterone suppositories and have been since 4 weeks and at my last appointment my OB said it was normal to have some cramping and spotting from them & generally the 1st tri.

I'm so close. I just want to be out of the woods already 😭😭😭