Who was against breastfeeding and then decided to go ahead and do it? I'm not even sure if ill prosecute much, no one in my family has. At first I was not going to breastfeed at all. But I've been doing my research and it is extremely beneficial. So I've decided I'll pump instead of letting her latch on. What's more painful, latching or pumping? I'm not tryna completely kill my boobs.