36 weeks hormones acting up again?

I thought your hormones only act up during the first trimester?

Just when I thought I can forget about my spouse cheating, I'm broken once again and wishing death upon myself. Theirs no point in talking to him. He's the last person I want to talk to and yet he wants to work out this relationship when I'm honestly miserable and crying every single day. I've tried talking to him before and he tells me I'm playing victim when he's also a victim. But I didn't go physically fuck another woman for a month straight when he did and he claims he wants to work this out. I'm so stupid and I know that. I just hate my life so much at the moment. I thought I can pretend nothing happened but the memories and over thinking comes backand I'm disgusted with myself for not being strong enough to leave...

Is this just my hormones?