When I was younger I always had an expectation of how the important events in my life would play out. It was a no brainer to assume that throughout my life I would always have a strong group of friends there to experience all that life has to offer. I never could have dreamed that my wedding day would include absolutely no brides maids. I never thought that at the last minute each one of my "friends" would come up with excuse after excuse as to why they couldn't come to my bridal shower, my wedding, and my gender reveal party. I never thought my "best friend" would ignore me weeks after failing to attend each event just so she didn't have to deal with my disappointment. It's best friends day and it looks like the only friends I have anymore are my husband and this baby growing in my belly. I love them so much and I am so glad to have them but I'm just very disappointed in the people I once called my closest friends.