Having a pregnancy scare ATM but is it bad that a little part of me wants a baby?

Morgan
I am currently late on my period by 13 days and I have taken 3 pregnancy test, all negative. As nervous as I am thinking that I may be pregnant, is it bad that there is a part of me that actually wants a baby? I got kind of disappointed this morning when the test was negative :(
(I am of age by the way...just to clarify 😊)
I'd love to hear your comments and thoughts!