Just need to vent 😭

DS
I can't stop crying. I feel so lost and alone right now. I'm pregnant and all he keeps saying is "we have to take care of it". It's like he thinks HE gets to make the choice for both of us. It's not ideal for either of us and it's gonna shake both our lives but I just can't bring myself to have an abortion. I know I'll regret it and I don't want that. It's gonna be hard but I know I can do it. The baby is voiceless and I as its mama want to defend him/her, but I feel like he just wont even hear my side. He's acting like I have no say in this matter. That it's his way or the highway. I knew it wouldn't be welcomed news, for either of us... but I also know it's not the end of the world. I guess it's just really setting in that I'm doing this alone. 💔😭
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