I really want to have a baby soon. Just as a preface I'm looking for people who are not judgemental (due to not knowing the entire story) and willing to keep crude comments to themselves. I am looking for some advice of what to do and maybe an outside insight. My boyfriend has 5 beautiful children. He is almost 30 and I am in my mid-twenties. College student, veteran etc. I have had baby fever for MONTHS! I have been on birth control since I was 16 and the last 6 years from Implanon to Nexplanon. My sex drive is INSANE! I want to do it everywhere, all the time! My love on the other hand, is complaining about me wanting to have sex all the time and seems to take it lightly when I tell him I want a family. I guess because of him not being with the mother of his kids makes him want to be more mature about the decision this time around. Which I understand. He feels like we should wait until finance is completely flawless and there are no more struggles. I just want to say I am immaturely dying inside. I baby my 53 lb pit bull like a child and he laughs at it. I can't help it though. Am I wrong for wanting a child now? How can I communicate with my partner more effectively? How do I calm down my baby nerves!!!! 😭😭😭😓