experience with breastfeeding. (new mom)

Joselyn
i just got out the hospital yesterday afternoon, I formula feed and tried to pump but I wasn't getting a lot of help from the nurses or anyone. i was constantly crying this morning from stress that i got out of breath , i feel like my partner is very pushing me to breastfeed because he says is expensive to bottle feed.. he pushes me in a way that is not support is more like "FUCKING DO IT" I don't think he knows how difficult it is. my dream has been to breastfeed but not to be pushed like the way he does, gets mad when I can't do it and i end up giving my baby formula i been trying but this stress is not getting me anywhere... first night home let's see how the second one goes. i am very exhausted and sentimental I don't want to get depressed i want my baby to eat regardless of the way she does. breastfeeding is not easy... I thought i was prepared and knew everything...