When I first found out I was pregnant I cried, I felt scared, unprepared, unsure of so many things. My first trimester was the absolute worst! Morning sickness all the time, headaches, anemia, dizziness, any and every symptom that you are warned about I had! I was (and still am) so emotional, I throw a fit because my boyfriend doesn't answer the second I call him, or because we are out of cookies and I'm too lazy to go to the store in the middle of the night, I don't feel in control of my body, as my first pregnancy EVEYTHING I feel scared me, I feel my whole body so heavy after I eat, and have 0 motivation for anything! I'm 8months pregnant I feel like I have been pregnant forever I don't remember what it's like to sleep on my stomach! Yes I have those "glow" days when I feel and look amazing! And trust me there's no better feeling! But 9 times out of 10 I just wanna cry and sleep and eat. And along the way of feeling like crap I forget what this is all for, and the I take a look at this face, at this gorgeous little girl. MY gorgeous little girl, and everything makes sense, it all comes together and I feel this love this love that is indescribable, a love I have never felt before, I understand now this bond that although she is not here yet I can feel how strong our bond will be, all the morning sickness, the headaches, the nausea & everything else I have expirienced that makes me want to just tip over and die is worth it, I see this cute little face and I fall in love, I have so many pictures from this ultrasound and I just can't stop looking at them. I just want her here with me in my arms already 💗