Prenatal depression anyone?

Haley β€’ πŸ’™πŸ’™ Baby Boy Due Dec 16' πŸ’™πŸ’™

I've struggled with depression and anxiety for 11 years. I've been hospitalized for it before. But, I stopped taking medication for it, stopped smoking, and everything once finding out I was pregnant.

But things have just been really really bad. I hate being pregnant. I feel disconnected from myself and my child. I cry constantly. I don't want to move. My depression has come back full force. So I called my doctor and she said I have Antenatal or Prenatal Depression (kind of like PPD but during pregnancy). I have an appointment in the morning to see her and she mentioned prescribing me to Buspar.

Has anyone else struggled with depression during pregnancy? And had anyone taking Buspar before?