Just a bit selfish.

Anyone feel like they're married to their pump? I exclusively pump- and have since our dude was 8 weeks and I feel like the pump owns me.  The selfish part of me is ready to quit and have my little boobs back and not these massive knockers. The cheap side of me knows how expensive formula is and how lucky I am to be able to be a milk cow and feed my son. The loving and science part of me knows that this what's best for my son and it gives me a special bond with him. My hopes are to store enough milk and ween off by 9 months and have enough stored to.keep him going through the year mark.  And last, the friend in me wants to keep going the whole year and donate my stored milk to a milk bank to help other mommas.