In tears

Soi got my period yesterday(sunday) at 3 weeks and 1 day late...I was so hopeful that this was going to be my month because I had implantation cramps at 6 dpo and on 8 and 9 dpo I had what I thought was implantation bleeding...my husband is away this weekend so I had to tell him over the phone while crying my eyes out...he kept trying to console me but it was pointless...my eyes are all puffy and swollen from having cried so much...im beginning to hate sex now..as I told my husband I dont ever want to have sex again...whats the point of having sex if I cant conceive?