Small baby shower

I feel petty for even caring but my moms throwing me a baby shower and there'll only be 10 people invited and probably only like 7 will come. it'll be in her backyard, no fancy decorations, no cute cupcakes or games, etc. I'm just a little disappointed because I see all these pictures of huge baby showers with like 30 people and they have such nice decorations and it looks so much fun! I can't even do a diaper raffle because there won't be enough people lol.  Of course im grateful she's throwing one. It's just not how I imagined celebrating my first baby!