Adoption

Were any of you adopted that have something to say on the matter. I was engaged and we were planning our first child. I got pregnant and I was overjoyed Mealista say the father has OCD and it put him in a rut with spiraling symptoms. He started staying out of the house for longer and longer periods of time and sometimes not even showing up at night. I just recently asked him to move out I was raised in a single-family home and I don't know if that's what I want for my baby. I'm really hurt and torn right now I have a student debt and time to still take in school that would have been easy with another partner there. My family is moving across the country and I'm completely lost and alone here. I feel there's lots of loving families out there that might be able to take care of my baby better than me, with a two parent home. On the other hand some days I want to be a mom and I feel I can do it. I don't feel it's fair that he can just walk away from this while I have to deal with it all when this was something we planned together. I'm hurt and frustrated any words of encouragement or advice would be greatly appreciated.