Things I want to SCREAM!!!

Shirley
-this child does not replace the one I lost
-I will not miraculously be "better" and happy all the time because I'm pregnant again 
-my sadness isn't just random sadness. it is mind numbing grief at the loss of my child at 19 weeks
-I am grateful for this blessing of a second child and pregnancy but terrified that once again it will end in death
-chances are you DONT get it or understand because you didn't have to deliver your dead baby
So please, stop saying stupid things to me because nothing can replace the child I lost. I will spend the rest of my life lamenting that my 2nd child never knew his/her sister
End rant.