Need to vent!

Of BC since August and still no BFP :/ in fact oct AF was a week early and I just got AF  today 3 days early... Wtf! Lol I'm a little thrown off by it today and kind of in a crumby mood, I keep wanting to cry and such... I ask for 3 minutes of quiet..3... And my husband gets mad at me and hasn't spoken to me in 2 hours!!! Lol and I can't stop crying now!!! Ughhhhh to top it off we live with my inlaws so I need to walk around pretending I'm fine...