Tonight me and my SO got into a big fight, and I said some thing I really did not mean. I told him that I didn't wanna have a family with him, that I didn't want to be a mom, and when our daughter is born he can take her... my lord... I didn't mean any of it.. my hormones just got the best of me. And now all I feel is guilt for even letting those words come out my mouth. I love my SO and I'm so happy we are going to be a family soon, and I love my daughter more than life itself... ever since the fight all I can do is apologize everytime I look at him, and apologize everytime I look at my belly... I feel like such a terrible person. I never meant the words I said, I was just upset. And my SO forgave me and knew I didn't mean it.. but I just cannot forgive myself.. 😔