So afraid!!

As my edd is getting closer im beginning to stress. My last delivery was 4 years ago via c section. It was the worst delivery and 2nd via c section. I was giving a spinal tap 4x and it didn't work so I was put to sleep. I was alone and thats not the only reason it was horrible but hours after the delivery I got a terrible headache. It took 3 days (when I should've been going home) to realize I had a spinal headache. I had to sign a consent to close the puncture and couldn't even open my eyes. I was only able to enjoy and tend to my baby my last 3 days in the hospital total of 7...