I've been trying for 2yrs now one misscarry last year shortly after hubbys 16year old sister got pregnant needless to say do to the stress I didnt know was pregnat till I misscarried so of course being hurt and hateful I blamed her. And became so depressed we moved 2,000miles away so I could regain peace within myself. Well now everyone who never wanted kids is pregnant. I'm so jealous. I feel like I'm being punished for being so nasty and bitter... I've now changed and have become more positive towards everyone else's bunddles but my heart breaks when my husband touches my belly and says are you growing my baby? Is your oven on 😭 it hi wish I could get pregnant as quickly as others do...