Didn't think this would be me! 😒

So before I was discharged from the hospital the doc came in to talk to me about how I possibly could feel after giving birth as far as sadness etc... I'm like I'm fine & I'll be fine I'm not worried. Day 4 after ny son birh I can't stop crying everyone around me irritates me & my mind is all over the place. I went off on my 9 yr old for something so silly screaming & hollering he apologized & realized that I'm not myself. He's a good kid! I feel horrible. 😢😒 I love my children looking at my newborn just brings me joy, but I can't shake this feeling whatever it is. I'm crying writing this post. I don't recall all these emotions when I had my first son & his father left & wasn't even there. I'm just gonna pray about it because I really don't have anyone to talk to right now.