Vomiting

It seems like everyone is having a great pregnancy and I'm just sitting here wanting to die. I'm 8 weeks and I'm down to throwing up about 5 times a day. I have to be picky what I eat because if I don't the baby throws it right back up. So because I can't eat I have no energy. I called out of work today because I have no energy. I can't compare anyone eles to mines because every pregnancy is different. When I'm throwing up all my boyfriend can do is hold me and have this hurt look in his eyes. I don't know what to do anymore 😓😓😷😷🤒🤒🤕🤕