A year of trying and no baby

Officially been trying for a year this cycle ( although some of those months couldn't really count as trying) 
and AF started 2 days ago. I can't help but start to wonder whether being a mother is on the cards for my husband and I. I'm 32, and having a baby is something I desperately want. Friends have gotten preggers and given birth in the time we'be been trying. It gets hard to take. Trying to find a way not to loose faith but each month that gets a little harder....