40 weeks 3 days

This journey with my second child has not been the most pleasant yet i cant wait to meet the little guy.. everyone is excited waiting for him to be born to shower him with lots of love and lots of kisses and hugs.. I really am already looking foward on having the baby already i will be induced on 6/24/2016 and hopefully it's an easy labor .... this pregnancy will be my last and it has been a bitter sweet experience sometimes I feel like maybe having another kid won't be that bad but I look at my budget, my life, what i have gone through with both pregnancy and just life period and I get more and more convinced that in this century you can't really have that many kids unless you can afford them .... don't wanna bring a child to this world to suffer knowing that ur not able to provide everything needed.. so I am sticking to my decision and getting the tubal ligation .. hopefully it doesn't hurt much lol people ask me why such a drastic birth control and my answer is because none hormonal or non-hormonal birth control work on me i have been pregnant 8 times in my life because none of them work on me and yes I do have only 1 kid and another on the way but when is not voluntary it becomes hard to keep kids.. if i dont do this I will have a baseball team by the time i am 35 .. well can't wait 4 more days 😁 to meet little derek